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If you don't feel like reading about how sucky my world is at the moment, then don't bother reading ^^' I never have anything else to say anyway.
So, I messed my knee up somehow at the gym about a week ago; not sure if I tore it, or pulled it, but I think I tore it a bit. Whatever, It hurt really bad in throbbing spasms and I iced the bastard religiously for 2 days, kept it elevated and wrapped and it seemed to have healed.
Well, aparently, I didn't learn my lesson, and instead of taking it easy, I assumed healed meant forever, and began to use my knee more. I didn't do anything too extreme, but then if it wasn't 100% even that would be enough.
Now it hurts again. And it's wrapped again. And I'm afraid I be back to where I was before with it. I know it's just a minor injury but not being able to work out or ride my bike or even walk without problem scares me to death. I am a very independent person when it comes to myself, and this scares me. I couldn't image what a handicapped person feels.

So I'm really upset about that because I have a goal and if I can't work out, it's going to take even longer to get there.
Plus, all the crap I avoided doing until after I healed, needs done now, and I'm hurt again XD;
And I have commissions to make and personal projects I wanted done too and only two days before I work again. (Assuming I'm healed in two days to work =_________< )
Another current battle of mine is how bad American Processed food is, and how it's EVERYWHERE.
I am trying to avoid High Fructose corn syrup, bad fats, white flour, but add ' Partially Hydrogenated Corn syrups' to the list plz.
God.
They aren't kidding by saying that if it doesn't grow from the earth, or on a tree, don't eat it. Because this stuff is poison. I'm reading about them all on google now. I know for a fact how evil HFC Syrup is though for sure. :sigh:
Come to find out my beloved Honey Oat bread at subway has High Fructose corn syrup. And oh, don't get a wrap, because it has more junk in it then the bread. =___=
So yeah,. there's a few other things but that's the most irritating ones. Being sick and wounded sucks ass.
Btw, the internets has been like dialup lately for some reason too, so I can't change my mood.. I am no relieved lol.

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